01-21-2020, 02:47 PM
ok so idk how to use this site but i'm in class and i need to get this off my mind. there was this guy i was really into from the first time i saw him. we started talking and going on late night walks, and who can blame me? i was in the clouds and so in love. we were a "thing" but not really dating, just cuddling and stuff, and i fell more and more in love with him everyday. then this week came around, where i had a lot of shit going on and couldn't text him as much as i normally did. over the course of that week some other bitch sucked him off and he got a girlfriend?? (the girlfriend wasn't even the same girl that sucked him off?) and he stopped talking to me (i was still head over heels in love and thought everything was gonna pass and he was the one and such..) AND THEN THEY BROKE UP! i was so relieved and thought everything would go back to normal but it didn't, because two days later he was in love with another girl?? and this boy is still my best friend now and i'm so in love with him! but he talks about this new girl like he's never talked about any other girl and i know i've lost him, but everytime i see him my heart breaks??? (she likes him a lot too btw) and i just don't know if i can handle seeing them together. i'm not even kidding he is literally an angel and the literal devil all in one and i've never loved anyone like i love him.. he's a fuckboy n i have to let him go but i jus idk how 2.. any advice guys?