Hi, I'm new. Here's some background info. My name is Vivian [removed] and I'm 13. I often have bad days and joined this forum to help me. I enjoy Horses,Gymnastics and Animals and love my friends. Now into my rant.
I HATE the house I live in. It's so small and under-upgraded and my family only stays to pay my grandmothers bills. I feel it is haunted since I always have the gut feeling something is wrong. I also don't like my family as we always fight and they always yell at me. I always look at houses on the internet. All my friends live on the other side of town and everyone on my street (dead end) is ages 7-9 and it's awful. I'm always alone in my room which leads me to go absolutely crazy and just burst out crying. Right now I'm freaking out due to being so sick of this house. I have ADHD and usually run around the house due to the hyperactivity and jump on couches and my parents treat me like a child. I have no basement and am not allowed downstairs where my grandmother is (well I am I just choose not to cause they always yell at me) I need more space and am not happy due to my house feeling haunted. There are white patches all over the walls and it's always messy which leads me too embarrassed to invite friends over. So even more lonely... I never have the space for myself which often leads me to go crazy like I am now. But his is by far the worst. I am sick of being contained and feel like a caged animal. And when I'm pissed off im always 2 feet away from who Evers pissed me off. I have no idea what to do.... help me
I HATE the house I live in. It's so small and under-upgraded and my family only stays to pay my grandmothers bills. I feel it is haunted since I always have the gut feeling something is wrong. I also don't like my family as we always fight and they always yell at me. I always look at houses on the internet. All my friends live on the other side of town and everyone on my street (dead end) is ages 7-9 and it's awful. I'm always alone in my room which leads me to go absolutely crazy and just burst out crying. Right now I'm freaking out due to being so sick of this house. I have ADHD and usually run around the house due to the hyperactivity and jump on couches and my parents treat me like a child. I have no basement and am not allowed downstairs where my grandmother is (well I am I just choose not to cause they always yell at me) I need more space and am not happy due to my house feeling haunted. There are white patches all over the walls and it's always messy which leads me too embarrassed to invite friends over. So even more lonely... I never have the space for myself which often leads me to go crazy like I am now. But his is by far the worst. I am sick of being contained and feel like a caged animal. And when I'm pissed off im always 2 feet away from who Evers pissed me off. I have no idea what to do.... help me