09-28-2018, 09:29 PM
So, last night I already felt awful about my body, because that’s just how it is sometimes, so I bring up the only girl that I think is a threat to our relationship. I go “____ is prettier than me anyways everyone has always said so” (I guess trying to get validated idk I’m an idiot I don’t understand my own psychology) and he goes “she’s prettier but you’re more beautiful” so I’m like *record scratches* so you’re probably wondering how I got here and just thinking to myself like damn am I about to herb dissed by my boyfriend or sumn cause that’s is NOT a normal response. I respond, “idk what that’s means” and he says “prettier is more childish but beautiful is More mature even counting your personality” so I’m thinking aight but we aren’t really talking about my personaly tho so what is the tea?? So I reworded myself and I said “she’s physically more attractive than me” and he says “I don’t think so” so I go “that’s cause you consider personality” and he changed the subject. That’s the story of how I lost my self confidence, thanks for coming to my TED talk