01-26-2017, 04:52 AM
I can't stand being in this body of mine. I don't know what to do. I know that there are people that have it much worse, and I should be grateful for the body I have. It's just so damn hard. I'm not an ugly guy, in a way I think I look pretty good. I take care of myself; I exersice, eat well, and practice good hygiene. But some aspects of my body really get to me. I am extremely hairy, the hairiest man that I know. I've been called Sasquatch, abominable snowman, monkey etc. since middle school. But what makes it worse is that I have a very narrow bone structure. My wrists and hands/fingers look more feminine than the average woman except covered with thick hair. It's A terrible combo. I don't want to shave or trim or get laser hair removal, I am a man. But it's at the point where I have to be disgustingly hairy or have to resort to those things which probably won't help and would make me look homosexual. I am also riddled with moles and freckles, which in combination with a ton of hair looks awful. Every time I look at my self in the mirror, all I can see is how much better I would look, and how much more confident I would be without these unsightly traits. It's frustrating. I don't know what to do anymore. It's all a matter of acceptance now. But it's just so damn hard to accept... idk I don't like complaining. Seems pointless. But this has been bothering me for a decade. Just felt the need to rant.
